For God So Loved "OUR" World

Thanks be to Him my beloved, the light of my eyes, the reason I am, for Jesus Christ is the God I want to serve.  He knew how much I wanted to be able to testify to my old friends, and lo, He is bringing them to me. I met with my ex-boyfriend of when I was 15. I met him and his girl in NY. Under the disapproval of Ceu I brought my Bible, but with her help we read John 3:16 (I never remember verses and chapters, she does) ....for God so loved the world...I made him read it, just like pastor Ophir used to do with me.

And John 3:16 got stuck to my heart ...for God so loved the world...What a pressing feeling. God loved this world. God loved this people. God loved this ghetto we made out of His original creation. God loved MY world! Because of that I preached at a supermarket today, a couple of days ago in a bakery. Next weekend I'll be preaching too because Jesus is also bringing Angie and her kids back to me.

I am intoxicated by John 3:16  FOR GOD SO LOVED OUR WORLD. Being intoxicated with God's word should feel good, but it doesnt. I had to ask Him why not? Why this rushed feeling, this pressing feeling of sorrow, why? Suddenly I was guided to Revelations 2. What I read was the bull's eye to my understanding.

Revelations 2 open right before me along with my heart. It was written all along, it was written for me to read it yesterday, not that I didnt read it before, but yesterday I read it with the zeal it deserves....rush now, wake up Christian, open your eyes....RUSH....look at what is coming, coming to all of us in church, for God's love for the world had a price, the price was Jesus sinless blood, the price was paid in full by Him, but you're have received the gift only halfway...the gift lays halfway open.....He paid wholeheartedly, you received halfheartedly...

But that will be discussed in my next post